Xueqi's blog

Friday, March 26, 2010 6:14 PM

Hanging on

Another hectic week . But thanks to my tummy , i get to have a day of rest . LIKE FINALLY . From most of the blogs i've visited , all of them are complaing of how high tide their workload is . Its as though it'll never end . Ouh god .

Especially the next two weeks . I wouldn't dare to imagine how tough it'll be . Troubles all tumbling downnnnnn .

Emotional issues , friends issues , club issues . So much things to settle and resolve .

Just had a lecture session from Mr Chin in his office today . All he emphasized on was how much seriousness i should put into my trainings . Furthermore , he highlighted to me that Coach Zhang wants me to go for 4 extra trainings apart from the school's one . In conclusion , it meant that i must go for trainings for the whole week . WTF -.-

But i suppose the best thing he said was , "Studies aren't important now . You have to put it aside on focus on NSC . After that , you may just do whatever you can to catch up . It doesn't matter if you fail your MYE , cause you still have your june holidays to catch up your work ."

Okay . That is so contridicting . But who cares . The school only cares about the medals and their 'face' .

Frustrated , but what can i do ? ._.

The worst of the worse , our own people are apparently trying to kill each other . If you know what it means , its 自相残杀 .

Its like damn sad . In addition , our very own teacher-in-charge is taking it as an entertainment .

~~FUCKYOU~~ , HELLYOU .

To another you :

I don't think what i got today was by luck . I think i did the best i could and i earned it . If you are going to hate me cause i got into the team , then suit you . Cause i don't think the strength of a friendship should be measured by how much one can give to the other . Its totally WRONG .

I will prove it to you that i can do it on 7 April . We shall see (:

' True friends are the ones who knows the worst thing about you , and doesn't give a damn about it. '

Fight strong , xueqi (:

Thursday, March 25, 2010 4:59 AM

I've FINALLY fall sick :D

Monday, March 15, 2010 10:08 PM

Yours truly ,

Ever played stackers before ? Its a game where you attempt to pull one block out of the whole stack of blocks without making it tumble down . Every attempt is taken with courage and risk that it may fall over . Sometimes you may succeed , but sometimes you don't .

When you succeed , you smile and tell yourself , " YES ! I'm lucky to choose that block ."
But when you don't , you frown and tell yourself , " Shucks , why did i chose that ?! "

After more and more times you succeed , you take it for granted , and neglect the fact that there's still chances that you may fail . Thus , at the instance when you made the wrong move , and the whole stack of blocks stumbles down , you get the biggest shock of your life and have no more will to stack the blocks up again . You keep thinking why you chose to pull that block back then . You feel crushed and ashamed .

But if you didn't pull that block out , how would you know that it would stumble the whole stack down ? If you'd never fail , how would you know how to succeed ?

Never feel ashame to fall ; feel ashame when you can't accept it .

There's always things for us to hold on , and things to let go . But don't ever feel lost when letting go of things , cause it may lead you to a gain of something else ; You'd never know !

Life is brilliant , enjoy it to the max :D

To you :
I'm not your everything , neither you are to me . There's so much more for us to achieve in life , why stop at a small junction ? Like always , " why stop at a flower when there's a whole garden ahead for you to admire ? " I hope you will remember me .

XOXO .

Wednesday, March 3, 2010 9:04 PM

RANDOM

Finally i get to have a good rest (: