Wednesday, September 16, 2009 6:50 PM
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Sigh . Weather report : Cold , rainy , moody .I've been thinking through manymanymanymanymanymanymanymanymanymanymanymanymany
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manymanymanymanymanymanymanymany things recently . But have yet to sort them out ._.
Its quite frustrating to have something lingering in your mind which you dread so much to get it out but the more it stays . I finally realised why Jeremy called me 'the volcano caretaker' , or 'puppet' .
I'm starting to wonder what has other people's emotion gotta do with me ?
Why should i care ?
Its not like i want people going around and calling me Mr. Good Guy or whatsoever , and i'm also not sure why am i like this . I just wish people around me could be happy , and hanging a smile on their faces . LIKE THIS > (:
Smiling encourages rosy cheeks .
Red is flowing , cheeks are burning , heart is racing .
I'm gasping , gap is closing , lips are touching .