Friday, May 1, 2009 7:26 PM
Reflections
I'd loved some hugs , (:Some times i thought my life would be so much better without you in it ,
but when i think again , it isn't totally true .
You act punk , act cool . Acted like you owned the whole world .
I had all the reasons and rights to hate you to the core ,
or even stab you in the chest without hesitation .
but but but everytime i see you that feeling just doesn't exist .
I could talk to you like we're the bestest friends .
I could even be 20cm radius around you .
I could even look you in the eye and smile .
When you made that call last night ,
I had the that feeling all over again .
That fast-beating feeling .
Its been a year already . Along the year ,
I've got myself into unnecessary troubles because of you .
But i've also got the sweetest moments with you .
I made honey drink for you when you had flu ,
we joked about Carlsberg being green tea ,
and we talked loads of stuffs which made every day we spend together never enough .
You were just like ..... like .....
my boyfriend .After all the this and that ,
I realised that i've never told you i liked you , and i'm glad about it .
Because i found out that i was blinded by love all that time .I've made a wrong choice .and i'm not going to do it again .(:
